Amy Schumer reveals the first time she had sex was not consensual

Amy Schumer has revealed that her first sexual experience was non-consensual.

Speaking about the first time she had sex at the age of 17, the now 35-year-old comedian and actress said it was "not a good one" and said she only really realised the severity of the matter when she dug out her old journal.

RELATED: Amy Schumer: "How exhausting it must be dating me"
RELATED: Watch: Anna Wintour & Amy Schumer switch jobs

"I didn't think about it until I started reading my journal again," Schumer told Marie Claire magazine.

"When it happened, I wrote about it almost like a throwaway.

"He was saying, 'I'm so sorry,' and 'I can't believe I did this.'"

While Schumer says that she feels no need to even discuss what happened with the man, who is now completely out of her life, she did reveal that her first non-consensual sexual experience wasn't her last.

"I had another time with a boyfriend where I was saying, ‘No, stop,' and it was just completely ignored," she revealed.

Despite her traumatic experiences, Schumer said she doesn't want to be known as a victim of sexual abuse, as she believes victims are often blames for what happened to them.

"You know, with the rape survivor, it’s not just shaming, it’s fury," Schumer said. "It makes people so mad if you’re not a perfect victim."

Schumer is currently dating Ben Hanisch and also revealed that being in love is "the scariest thing in the world".

"You want to f--king cry and scream. I can't handle it. Every time we say goodbye, I think, 'This will have been a nice last week together,'" she admitted.

"Or I tell myself nothing is real and he's going to leave me and tell me he never loved me," she continued. "I feel so bad for him. How exhausting it must be dating me."

Want more celebrity, entertainment and lifestyle news? Follow Be on Facebook,Twitter, Pinterest and Instagram.